Hmm what to say, i've been pretty much an introvert until a few days back....Not many frnds, not much "social" life..
But i didnt care, cuz i thot living my myself was the greatest pleasure. I was of the idea that i did not need anyone and cud hav fun on my own...
But in the desperation for ...um i'd rather not mention it now.. [:D] i started Orkutting!
That was/is the turning point!
It started slowly (indeed) by making one, two new frnds and joing a few comuunities of my interest. Now, after nearly a month, i hav made 15 odd new frnds and have found a community (C & H) where i can spend all day and hav fun!
Previously my means of entertainment were: watch Anime, play Devil May Cry 3 or sm other game and crash!
But now i dont have enuf time to chat with all the ppl i need to chat with!
I close orkut, but look back in again in just 5mins to see if any activity is going on so i can take part! im almost continously chatting with sm1!
So much so, ive lost track of my personal life! I miss sitting peacefully and watching one episode after another of Anime; or play games or even sleep!
I'm skipping meals (bf, lunch and dinner) wenever im in chat with sm1!
My whole life is revolving around the internet and even tho its fun, i feel a sense of foreboding....
Am i addicted?? i dont wanna be!
Right now its hols so i can afford to waste time (not really!) but i wonder how it will go after the sem starts! Will i giveup totally on studies and just keep Orkutting? That shudnt happen!
From the past 10 days i've been "networking" atleast 10 hours a day! and doing nothing else!
its kinda sad but hmmm lets see how it turns out! [:D]
ps: i love putting simleys! [:D] [:P]
